One year ago today I lost my best friend, Gurk. He was the light of my life. He was everything to me. The pain today is just as bad as it was a year ago. Sometimes it's so bad, I can't breath. I still cry myself to sleep every night. I wake everyday and hurt is just as strong. I just don't know where to turn, how to handle this. I really don't think that I would have made it through this past year if it hadn't been for the love, support and friendliness of the all the people here on this forum. I have met some really wonderful friends here. I want to take this opportunity to thank each and everyone who offered kind words to me, throughout this past year. I am sure it has been the kindness of everyone here that has kept me sane through out this past year.

Gurk was so special to me as everyone's fid is to them. I know that my situation isn't the first or the last but everyone on here sure made me feel that it was. I can't even begin to thank everyone for making me feel that way.

I would like to ask everyone who reads this to take a moment to go to his memorial site and read it please? The address is

www.geocities.com/TMRJJR1219/

I haven't put a link to this website on there yet, but I will get it on there. Please enjoy the site.

Again thank you to all of you. I am really hoping that I can make it through today. This is by far the worst pain I have ever felt. I really never knew I could feel this much hurt and pain. Of course I never knew that I could love something or someone so much. Thank you God, for bringing him into my life.

I cannot believe it has been a year since Gurk left you I am sorry you are still hurting so badly. We each grieve in our own way, in our own time. It is not silly or 'time to get over it' .... if it hurts, it hurts and no one can tell you differently.

I hope our cyber hugs have helped in some way when the grief is too much to bear. Honest, it WILL get better ... it really will ... Gurk was such a special little guy ... (((HUGZ)))

I am so sorry you are still in pain......time helps heal. We are here for you whenever you need.
I couldn't get the website to work.

I guess this happened before my time, but I'm so very sorry about little Gurk. I honestly cannot imagine the pain you have been feeling. I know I would be absolutely devasted if anything happened to my Simon. ((((hugs)))) to you.

Thank you to each and every one of you. I am so sorry, for some reason the memorial site is down. I can only ask that you all keep trying, please?

http://www.geocities.com/TMRJJR1219/

Sorry you are still hurting to such an extent. Ive never lost a bird but I did have to put my 12 year old yorkie to sleep about 9 days ago. That has been really hard. I sure miss him. Hopefully your pain will ease soon.

the site is still down (((hugs)))

i'm so sorry for your loss. We get so attatched to the little buggers and when they are gone its terrible on all of us. BigHugs sweety! I hope the pain gets better for you soon.