I'd never think I'd have to do this. I don't think anyone ever does, and it is very difficult to muster the strength to keep typing and certify this post. But I have come to the conclusion that Susie would be better off this way. I'm trying to get a hold of the woman who adopted Susie's blood sister to whom she was bonded to before arriving here. I have yet to get any email back.

I'm in no rush to do this because I want the absolute best home for her. I'm not looking for a redic. re-homing fee (a "donation" would be fine but isn't required) The health and happiness of my bird is what is of utmost importance to me right now.

A little history: I got Susie when I was 15 or so, I've had her for about 5 years and we've come a long way. She was in an aviary type situation before coming to live in a pet environment. She was bonded to her sister as well. I'm assuming she was in this situation all her 15 years before I got her. She wasn't very friendly and did bite. However with time and love she turned around into the sweety she is. She is loud, as with all macaws, and is long lived. I'll consider everyone who would like to open their homes to her. However I PREFER not dealing with shipping and what have you. I'd like to be able to stay in contact with the person. And for whatever reason the home does not work out, I will gladly take her back. I live in Miramar Florida, which is about 20 minutes from Miami.

At this point I'm not too sure if what I'm typing is making any kind of sense but this is not an easy task. Feel free to contact me with any further questions.

good luck i know this is tough. may i ask why you need to rehome her? if its college/time related them maybe a foster home untill your done. that way you can still vist and take major responsibility for her , but have someone who can help ya out with it. i wish i was closer id love to foster her for you.

I'm really not sure how to answer that to be honest. We're just not happy at this point. I see her stressed some days, and just not happy. She has always been a look at me bird. She's a sweety at heart and will ask for attention every now and then. But now that Armani is in the picture she is constantly flock calling, and wanting attention. I got another bird because she wasn't all that much work and I had the time for another. But now the tables have turn and it's just too much for me, and I've realized I've made a mistake and have bitten off more than I can chew. Now she's acting out on it, it's becoming harder and harder on me. School has never been the issue. She just seems to be at her whits end and I just want to see her happy. I would really want to have her back with her sister, but that doesn't seem like it's going to happen. Ideally I'd like her for her to be the center of attention, and just get 10x more than what she gets with me.

It takes a big person to admit they've made a mistake. I wish I knew who to suggest, but I do wish you all the luck in the world finding her the best home.

We're hanging out right now :/ I don't even know if I'm doing the right thing. In my head it's right, but in my heart it's wrong I'm kinda bummed. I've gotten a hold of the woman who has her sister. I'm going to plan to take Susie over there and see how she reacts to her sister. Thanks Andie.

That is a great idea Javi---I thought you weren't able to find the woman but glad you did....

I think taking Susie over there will be the right thing to do and it will probably give you more to see if what you are thinking of doing is right or wrong...and I bet it will be the right....I believe wildlife instinct will probably kick in and bring back memories....Let us know how the meeting goes Javi....

Javi, I am sorry it has come to this. I wish you all the best in whatever happens.

I'm sorry Javi Good luck reintroducing her to her sister, I hope it goes well. *Hugs*

Julie, Sandy, and "Casey's Mom"

Thanks for the warm wishes. I never in a million years would think I would have to do this, but in my gut I feel it's the right thing, however my own selfish feelings tell me to keep her. Either way I've emailed Tensi (the woman with Susies sister and a male YCM)They are in an avairy which is what Susie was accostumed to from the get go with her sister. I really am hoping for a fantastic reunion with her sister. It could only bring tears of joy to my eyes if they click right off the back but I'm expecting the worst just incase. It's been about 5 years, but blood is thicker than water. I'll keep everyone posted.

Thanks again for not passing judgement on my age and my situation. I love each and every one of you all!!

You Go Javi-----Because whatever you do will be the right choice and move.....

I truly hope this works out for you and Susi. Keep us posted

Well... today's the day. Gunna be driving down to Miami today around 2 (it's 12 now) and see how things go. I'll post again once the day is over... Wish us luck

Wishing you luck Javi---will be looking to hear back from you....I'm sure everything will go well....

It's surely been a long and emotional day! Long story short we made it to Tensi's house and were welcomed with opened arms. This has to be the sweetest lady I know. She didn't even think twice about the situation and took Susie without hesitation. Her husband and I took Susie into the aviary the her sister Cindy and another male YCM Bum lived. IMMEDIATELY the eyes started pinning between Susie and her sister and they began flock calling. It gave me such an overwhelming feeling to see them recognizing each other! Betico took Susie into a small carrying cage into their flight to introduce them safely and Cindy unfortunately went after Susie and wasn't too welcoming once Susie was in their environment which I completely expected. I know it'll take time to re-introduce them because of dominance and what have you.

What took me back the most was how accepting Susie was to Tensi and her husband. She ran up their arms and started preening them and everything. She's come back to me to make sure I was still around and carried on with herself. Over all I was very satisfied with the way things were going. However when my mom and I decided it was time to start heading home was when the emotions kicked in. Susie knew I was leaving and began (what I call) her anxiety displays and started calling for me. It broke my heart because I felt like she was saying hey! you're forgetting me, these people are nice but I want to come home. I didn't even really say goodbye the right way, I just looked at her and made a dart for the door because I already started to cry and didn't want to become a basket case at this lady's house!

I emailed Tensi as soon as I was on my way home from my phone, and she reassured me that she was settled and was doing just fine which put me at ease. I've very happy with my decision and I have "visitation rights" as we called it lol. She's going to be much more happier with her sister and Tensi.

I am so glad that things worked out!

Glad that things worked out so well.

As you no longer are looking for a new home for Susie, I'll close the thread.