I lost my beautiful Quaker Gurk 17 months ago today. I just can't get over the pain of losing him. He was my life. He was my best friend, companion, teacher and so much more. I have tried moving on. We have since acquired two more birds, but I can't seem to bond with them. Gurk was just so special, I really don't think any bird can ever heal my pain. I can't even go into a pet store and see a Quaker without breaking down and crying in the middle of the pet store. I just don't know how to get over this loss. This incredible pain is almost unbearable at times. I just don't know how to say goodbye. I don't want to say goodbye. I guess that is where the problem lies. But how do you say goodbye to someone who has meant so much to your life. He was there through the hardest times of my life. That was until I lost him, then I found out what hard times really are. God please help me?



Gurk, I will always always love you. My only true friend ever. I love you so much baby. I really hope that you are happy, healthy, in no pain and having a good time with God. God----Please hold my Gurk in your hands and protect him, take care of him and keep him healthy, happy,and pain free. Please God hold him until I get there and take him back?

Please enjoy the photos of my baby Gurk.

I know how you feel the 5th year of the passing off my JJ is coming up in September , there is not a day go`s by when he is not thought of , a piece of my heart went with him when he left..(hugs from across the miles being sent to you..)

My baby...J.J..........