Thank you girl! That means alot.
Thanks to everyone for your kind words.
QUOTE (jaytee @ Oct 31 2009, 09:05 PM)

I had Child Hood Asthma. The fear that comes from wondering if the next breath will even come, is Horrific!!!!! I imagine, that doesn't even compare, to the choice your making. All our hearts go out to you, and your babies.
I recall one time, maybe 2, or 3 in the morning, another Asthma attack, my mom told me don't cry, it'll be OK. I told her "I'm not crying for me, I'm crying for you. You only get a couple hours of sleep, because of me."
40 Years later, I'm still breathing, and tonight, my tears are for YOU and YOUR BABIES!!!!!
I pray you keep breathing, for many, many years, and you find wonderful homes for you babies!!!!!